| Location | Mansfield Woodhouse |
| Age | 34 years |
| Date of Birth | 19/10/1970 |
| Date of Death | 13/10/2005 |
| Visitors | 697 since 27/03/2009 |
| Creator |
tracey was more than a partner,she was my soulmate,so full of life,every day was a joy to wake up to,knowing tracey was there to share it with me,tracey touched so many hearts in her short life,by the people it hurt when she died,traceys illness and death,broke my heart so bad,had to watch ( my angel )dying in, intensive care unit for 59 days,tracey died 7 days before her birthday,so day i had to try and say goodbye to her, laid in her coffin was her birthday,so many days broke my heart,but none more than that sad,cold october day,even after nearly 4 years,the pain still hurts just as much,miss ( my baby )so much,TO THE WORLD TRACEY WAS ONLY ONE,BUT TO ME,TRACEY WAS MY WORLD,rest in peace my angel,xxxx
christmas
its christmas baby,but again no tree or trimings,no wrapping prezzies,just tears,wishing you were here with me,i really hope theres christmas up in heaven,cos i know you loved it and know you will,TAKE OVER the decorating thing,our decos,was brill babes,still missing you,your side of the bed still empty,prob always be,but mr bo jangles,( your teddy }still sleeps on your pillow,on those cant get though nights,i hug mr bo jang and your pillow,somehow it just helps me get through,people ask if im ok,i just say yes,its easier than saying no im not,im in bits still,JUST WANT MY TRACEY BACK IN MY LIFE,but that aint possible,used to pray for that,now i pray for ME COMING TO YOU,i will go on hurting,wanting,needing you,till THE MAN ABOVE,says ived suffered enough and calls me home,all i ask is you be there holding me close,as i did as you left me,then i wont be afraid,
missing you like crazy
babes,im missing you so much,today i tidied the back yard and you wernt there,i felt so alone,its so hard too do it alone and what for,youll never see it again,but it needed doing,gunna try and get myself together this year,its bin five years this october,but it still hurts me so bad,i still miss you like crazy,i still remember that day,when you said,will you love me till the day i die and i said NO,i will love you till the day I DIE,i will my angel,cos i love you more has each day passes, i really do,you are my soulmate,so one one could ever replace you in my heart,so ill wait till we meet again,i love you too much not to,just wait my angel as i do,cos one day ill be back in your loving arms,miss you trace,MORE THAN CRAZY,more than anything,xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
missing you so much baby,
just having one of those,really MISSING YOU DAYS,just cant seem to ,get you off my mind for some reason,im happy about that really,but it hurts when i cry,i try and think of our happy times,but that somehow,makes me cry harder,i just want a special hug,but only you gave them to me,so now i dont get any,i still hug MR BOJANGLES your teddy and your pillow,that still carrys your perfume,but they cant hug me back,i miss your smile so much,i miss your tender kiss and the sound of your voice,that ive not heard in nearly five years,cant believe ive survived that long without you,but im not ME,not the real me,that you saw when you were in my life,im just an empty shell of the person i was,ive tried so many times to say goodbye to you and let you go,but i cant,i love and miss you too much,so till then,ill just have to suffer,THE MISS YOU DAYS,also those really bad MISS YOU NIGHTS,just guess this is normal,when you love someone much to much,never lost anyone before who i could not live without,cos you were there to make it right,I JUST NEEDED YOU MOST,WHEN I LOST YOU,im hurting so bad,love paul xxxxxxxx
my angel,my world,my life,
today im going to hold back the pain and tears,valentines day is for love,my love for you my sweetheart,i still remember,the first time i saw you,my heart and soul were yours,from that moment in time,the first time we kissed,i looked deep into your eyes and saw my future,from that day,i was yours,each day,as i awoke i knew would be fantastic,because you were there to share it with me,you brought so much into my life,love,wanting,needing,sunshine,but above everything else,your love for me,i was loved by the sweetest person,i had ever known and the only one,i ever wanted in my life,even though our time together was so short,didnt we love eachother hey babes,nothing was too much trouble for us,love was so natural and easy,we made eachother fly,you sometimes took me too high,it scared me,but looking back,i held on to you,now im glad i did,ive got so many happy memories,buried deep in my heart,so when those MISS YOU NIGHTS,come to haunt me,i think of our memories and then those nights arnt so bad,my love for you grows stronger as each day passes,but so does the hurt,but the love is winning,god took you away,but he cant take away,all our YESTERDAYS can he,so thank you tracey,for all the love,the life you gave me,the wanting and needing me,but above it all,THE MEMORIES,god bless you my angel,you will be my valentine,my baby,my life, my world,till the day i die,one last time,thanks babe,love paul,xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hi sweetheart,cant believe its nearly valentines day,seems only yesterday i was leaving you a message for new year,seems to go so slow without you, but then again goes so fast babe,its so strange,be there sunday,to read you some poems,ive wrote for you and to leave you your valentines gift,till i die babes,you will always be my valentine,the last thought on my mind as i fall asleep,the first thought i wake up to and countless thoughts through the day,you haunt me babes,i told you on your death bed,YOU HAUNT ME,BUT NEVER LEAVE YOUR PAUL,after nearly five years,you stiil haunt me day and night,god bless you babes,its hurts me like crazy,but if you were not on my mind, would hurt me beyond any pain ive suffered,know i should have told you this,IN THE LIVING YEARS,but thought id got the rest of my life,to tell you,but i was so wrong,tomorrow is promised to no one,i wont say,sorry now.i will say it when i see you again,sooner than later,i hope and pray for,it was me and you at the start and for sure till the end,love you more than ive ever done babes,love paul xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
SORRY MY ANGEL
sorry for not leaving you a christmas messege babes,just found it to painful to visit this memorial,god knows how many times i tried,but each time i just broke down,christmas was your most favorite time of all,but now my saddest,glad its all over,so im here to wish you a happy new year,i can handle that,because its another 365 days to go,till your favorite time again,do you have new years in heaven or do you live in the year you died,never aging,i do hope so then time wont take away your beautiful face,it will stay as sweet as the one thats buried deep inside,my still broken heart,ive shed more tears this christmas,than all the past four and thats hard to believe,,just guess im missing you more as each year passes,ive gave up,on praying for you to return to me,cause i know you never will,ive got to wait,till its my time and then ill come to you, i now pray for,TO FALL ASLEEP AND RELIVE,IN DREAMS,CHRISTMAS 2004 and never wake up,dont think im being morbid,i know lifes for living,BUT NOT WITHOUT YOU MY ANGEL,so happy new year or happy 2005,!!!!!!! all my love babes,see you tonight in dreams sweetheart,xxxxxxxxxx paul
WITH LOVE .XxX
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Next To You
You cannot see or touch me
But I’m standing next to you
Your tears will only hurt me
Your sadness makes me blue
Be brave and show a smiling face
Let not your grief show through
I love you from a different place
Yet I’m standing next to you
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Special Angel Day - by Carmelle Gross
We do not need a special day
To bring you to our minds.
The days we do not think of you
Are very hard to find.
Each morning when we awake
We know that you are gone.
And no one knows the heartache
As we try to carry on.
Our hearts still ache with sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one will ever know.
Our thoughts are always with you,
Your place no one can fill.
In life we loved you dearly;
In death we love you still.
There will always be a heartache,
And often a silent tear.
But always a precious memory
Of the days when you were here.
If tears would make a staircase,
And heartaches make a lane,
We'd walk the path to heaven
And bring you home again.
We hold you close within our hearts;
And there you will remain,
To walk with us throughout our lives
Until we meet again.
Our family chain is broken now,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.
To my dear friend xx
I just wanted to say thank you
In a special kind of way
For all the messages and thoughts
You share with me each day
I've tried to think of all the things
That say how much I care
And so i'm sending special hugs
For all of you to share
It's a special kind of friendship
Of this you must agree
For we all live in different worlds
Some far across the sea
So i'm sending you this message
It's what I want to do
To say how much I really care
For everyone of you lots of love june xxx
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Way up in the clouds high above
Are beautiful angels full of love
They think of their loved ones everyday
And send them peace as they kneel to pray
They say a prayer for those below
Who deeply love them and miss them so
They vanish all their emptiness and all their fears
Mop their brows when they see the tears
Although their is a distance they are by our side
They have seen the emptiness and the tears cried
They are always near and always will be
Alive in our hearts today and for eternity.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
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